Tangled in Grandma’s Sewing Kit
10.10.2024 There’s a difference between being immersed in a state of chaos filled with genuine happiness, and being in comfort yet with a nagging voice telling you that something is not quite right or is no longer feeding your soul. There is a feeling of wholesomeness and quiet - like everything is falling back together - which you are eager to get hold of. It all began with a feeling of escapism and the need to break free from emotional turbulences, roller coasters, and guilt trips controlling your every little move and mood. The urge to get rid of this feeling and lifestyle and shed every toxic thought and leftover from the environment you were in, just like a dog trying to shake off the ticks which were forcefully imposed on him and feel so alien to his body. The feeling screamed for a sense of freedom and detachment, a feeling of excitement and non-judgment that could no longer handle any intensity in terms of emotions, nor any weight to be carried as emotional baggage. ...