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Displaced in wonderings

  October 30, 2020 Do you ever feel displaced in wonderings, constant ones that enter your brain fiercely and get lost within. What is your biggest challenge this year? My biggest challenge, hmm, well I would say biting more than I chew; I entered the new job with hopes of taking a solid knowledge and dominance over the aspects of its role. Firstly by getting a clear vision over my clients, understand their portfolio and pipeline; whilst getting a good grip of what offerings I can give to compliment these gaps. Being able to go firm and hard into the market, hitting their offices with an introduction and a closure that is so hard, they would not know what hit them. Communication and negotiation, knowledge based conversations and hopes in finding the right solution as the band aid for each problem they have. Having a good dynamic and a clear set of goals to achieve by the end of each month and eventually quarter. An attainable effortless gain by which hardships would come along,...

Tangled in Grandma’s Sewing Kit

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10.10.2024 There’s a difference between being immersed in a state of chaos filled with genuine happiness, and being in comfort yet with a nagging voice telling you that something is not quite right or is no longer feeding your soul. There is a feeling of wholesomeness and quiet - like everything is falling back together - which you are eager to get hold of. It all began with a feeling of escapism and the need to break free from emotional turbulences, roller coasters, and guilt trips controlling your every little move and mood. The urge to get rid of this feeling and lifestyle and shed every toxic thought and leftover from the environment you were in,  just like a dog trying to shake off the ticks which were forcefully imposed on him and feel so alien to his body. The feeling screamed for a sense of freedom and detachment, a feeling of excitement and non-judgment that could no longer handle any intensity in terms of emotions, nor any weight to be carried as emotional baggage. ...