Serene gaps in mental lobes

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The clock runs faster when you’re enjoying someone’s company. 
Try to remember the times you had your hands clapping like a penguin while your stomach was begging you to stop squeakily laughing, or the times you were so comfortable with someone that your curfew had you locked in for a week and you didn’t even give a shit about what troubles you’d be in. 

Now, give it a thought, do you recognize that feeling? Do you finally feel your subconscious give your mind a rest? Yep, that’s it, that’s the feeling you should always have, the one where you’re so comfortable and you’re truly in touch with yourself, where time flies just to get you wanting more. That feeling of serenity filling your body, not having to push any feelings or reminders to mind, because it’s the holiday you’ve been waiting all year for.


These kinds of memories get stuck on you, they’re the ones you felt mostly yourself in, your body was full of adrenaline and your mind was at peace. They’re not one of those situations where your mind starts screaming for an escape and your body becomes stiffer than a branch. This is what you really are, what you truly want, and what you deeply desire.
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I told him about a pure act he once did, the only time I believed humanity existed in the world. If Phoebe in Friends would have searched more for a selfless act, she would have definitely chosen this one.

He laughed and said, “so many memories”.. I happily agreed.
Then he asked, “What should we do with them?”
Ha. You wouldn’t expect that kind of question now, would you?
What do you do with memories that have no an expiry date in your heart and will not be re-lived in your lifetime, you tell me .. I’m listening.


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