Adulthood

Adulthood is the sudden emerge of consciousness, where it starts to invade every inch of logic and reality you had built your past years upon, it fluids into the gaps of each childhood memory you can recall, until the ones trapped in the back start pushing their weight ahead demanding for answers.

It is the time where you start realizing the effect of actions and unjustified bad company that have been feeding trash food to your inner subconscious and melting your mental health away with criticism and cynicism. It is the time you choose your life-path based on weighed decisions and sudden moments of ‘you know what, fuck it’ impulsiveness out of ballsiness and capped frustration, it’s where you create your mindset and lifestyle upon trial and error, actual likes and dislikes, what your body can actually handle, and not based on societal pleasures, parents’ unfulfilled wishes or academic pressures. 

It is where you get to relive your childhood imagination through touching the infinity galaxies your 5 year-old self had painted, wake up every day with a vision of a life on a different galaxy - happy and afloat as a bouncy space llama.