Let me hug your meh away.

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There’s beauty outside of this world of depression and piled mattresses you're residing in, there’s beauty in people, in pure coincidences and right interactions that make your heart smile, there’s beauty in finding beauty, and beauty in creating beauty. 
It’s worth to live, It's worth the journey and all the doubts you've been through, you'll get to see it soon enough, how your days will be filled with gratitude and happiness, how you will feel yourself getting stronger by the days, sharing nights of love and good jams while finally being at peace with yourself. 

It’s all worth it at the end. 
Trust me on this, It’s worth the achievements you do, and the recognition you get. 
It’s worth the love of your loved ones. 
It’s worth it.

That’s how life goes, like being in a cartoon series, you won't expect which character would be winning that episode, but you know damn right it's nothing to be bothered by and that another intriguing episode is yet to come and change the narrative.

So, kiddo. It’s okay if you have only survived this year, It’s okay if you’re learning to breathe again, it’s okay if one step of your ladder got broken along the way, you can still climb your way up with your own internal force. Breathe again, love again, and heal yourself every day, heal yourself until everything feels normal, until your life makes sense and your eyes shine with hope. 


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