Worth the wait.

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Happiness, pure indescribable happiness that fills you, when you have been on the wait for the longest of time, when you know you want it to happen so bad, that you two fit together and are meant to be, you and that soulmate of a person, you just meet and you know. It does not happen right away, that magical connection, you do not run away together holding hands into the green meadows into the sunset, you do not tickle yourselves to sleep and laugh till sunrise, but you know you will, one day..


It is the most frustrating thing you are going to feel, knowing that you’re meant to be, but you’re just not there yet, knowing that all you have got to do is wait, because it is going to be worth the wait, you wait for them to pass the phases they need to experience, the emotions they have to feel, to get to where you are, for them to live their story and learn that what they deserve is waiting for them, never leaving their side, you wait, and you let them live, you let them live and love and let go, you let them break their hearts and scratch their knees, you let them get into the dark, so they’d appreciate the journey through the green hills, you let them be, and you wait, because what is coming is worth it.

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